Arsh …………….      I was there when it was his first day in collage ,I was there when they first met ,I was there when  he felt for the first time ,I was there when they came close ,I was there when he first time ,I was there when they are into with each other …..Then what happened because of which they move apart.

  Shivendra …            Thousand of opportunities and all that you need to convert them into reality is just a glance. I’m waiting for my turn .when you are born in a metro city it’s not that hard to understand that if you want to be heard then you have to speak louder .competition has now become a part of life and and if you ask me it is just an another license to survive in today’s society. My fist day in my collage  I’m really happy .accountant hand over me my identity card .it’s a different feeling when when you are in collage ,I know it had happened with everyone of us .a feeling that no can describe .here we got the first feeling of freedom my class room was on third floor and I’m not having a clue what’s gone happen with me there .as I entered the class room and that was my day I first saw her .yes this is my day my moment no one can take it from me .when I was staring at her it is giving a type of satisfaction which I don’t  know but like this I’ve never felt before never in my 19 years of life she is giving a feeling of completion a feeling when a boat sees it’s harbor when a traveler sees his destination. A well know poet has said that man and women are one piece of art whom god had seprated to give our life a meaning and as time passes this two always attract each other and at last they again become one .in my entire life I’ve only laughed on my friends on their foolishness and today I’m getting numb her smile answered question which my silence have asked .she was more like a phantom to me whose beauty is like a illusion .i entered the class and took my seat sometime what happens with you it was not what is actually happening…guess what !! it was the seat next to her .she looked at me with a strange look  and after five min a smile appeared in her face I don’t know but there is something which is not right but I would you know, how can I think and I ..a voice came –excuse me –I replied in a very casual way –yes – are you new in the class ? –yes it’s my first day – nice … she is amazing girl her v shaped grey top elegantly revealed a part of her poised figure with blue denim .she was a very fail complexion her hair were silky light brown but was drenched probably with the sweat and a wrist band taking her hair back again and again she is looking at me munching chewing gum ..i was some what lost in her eyes ..bell took me out of it….and everything changed a boy with muscular built probably a senior he slapped me in my face and he slept really hard  in  their language it is called ragging and their I became laughing material for everyone even in front of other department  I really felt bad that day and then I understood everything that sheema yes her name is sheema she is a pretty bitch she is with the person who holds the power and if someone took over she will definitely took over him…that day I got to know what is love ..

   Day was totally shit and I’m disguestted but one thing is not changed she is not getting of my mind and I decided that I will do whatever it takes to get her and their was sitting in one of a sports bar with my friend when a familier voice called my name –hey shivie I turend there and he was in dark soi’m unable to recognize him four people are sitting there in dark puffing smoke and laughing –hey who is their ! do I know you guys ? one of them came closer and asked me –pechana –I replied –dinu bhayai- yep –hey how are you- I’m fine buddy you say- and ther I told him everything----- dinu is one of a local boy from my nebhiourhood and now it seems that he had become big I guess very big –so is their anything I can do for you –he asked- --can you ? – of cource -----next day – his four man were with me from a distance they were observing me  ,that day I realize what is power . it was usual day like anyother day ,but this day will change everything .i took deep and took my step towords vivek he is with his favour seekers I think they were six to eight in no and as I passed they begin to moak at me – I was waiting for the last period and a moment later collage campus is full with student’s and I ws waiting for seema –I move towords her – hii seema – hey shivendra – hw are you ? – fine – you say ? – I’m aslo fine …. As aspected vivek arrived and stared – fine ? –you won’t be anymore . before he can do anything I stared .with full force and he can onnly do is defend himself his friends are now unknow to him and then it cam I took out my knife ,which dinu gave me and then ,I stapped him first in his thies and second one in near his waiste .i beated him till his last concoius breath and before I could get arrested .local Si got a call from his senoir and I was realised ..i have never felt it before what I felt that day ..everyone was shocked and seema of cource she knew now who I am …………………………………………………………hope you guys enjoyed this and this is the first part and the second part I will post soon ..if you like my story then get me in gmail and facebook…………

                                To be continued ………