middest of life and death: Arsh ……………. Iwas there when it was his firs...

middest of life and death:
 Arsh …………….      Iwas there when it was his firs...:   Arsh …………….       I was there when it was his first day in collage ,I was there when they first met ,I was there when  he felt for the ...

 Arsh …………….      I was there when it was his first day in collage ,I was there when they first met ,I was there when  he felt for the first time ,I was there when they came close ,I was there when he first time ,I was there when they are into with each other …..Then what happened because of which they move apart.

  Shivendra …            Thousand of opportunities and all that you need to convert them into reality is just a glance. I’m waiting for my turn .when you are born in a metro city it’s not that hard to understand that if you want to be heard then you have to speak louder .competition has now become a part of life and and if you ask me it is just an another license to survive in today’s society. My fist day in my collage  I’m really happy .accountant hand over me my identity card .it’s a different feeling when when you are in collage ,I know it had happened with everyone of us .a feeling that no can describe .here we got the first feeling of freedom my class room was on third floor and I’m not having a clue what’s gone happen with me there .as I entered the class room and that was my day I first saw her .yes this is my day my moment no one can take it from me .when I was staring at her it is giving a type of satisfaction which I don’t  know but like this I’ve never felt before never in my 19 years of life she is giving a feeling of completion a feeling when a boat sees it’s harbor when a traveler sees his destination. A well know poet has said that man and women are one piece of art whom god had seprated to give our life a meaning and as time passes this two always attract each other and at last they again become one .in my entire life I’ve only laughed on my friends on their foolishness and today I’m getting numb her smile answered question which my silence have asked .she was more like a phantom to me whose beauty is like a illusion .i entered the class and took my seat sometime what happens with you it was not what is actually happening…guess what !! it was the seat next to her .she looked at me with a strange look  and after five min a smile appeared in her face I don’t know but there is something which is not right but I would you know, how can I think and I ..a voice came –excuse me –I replied in a very casual way –yes – are you new in the class ? –yes it’s my first day – nice … she is amazing girl her v shaped grey top elegantly revealed a part of her poised figure with blue denim .she was a very fail complexion her hair were silky light brown but was drenched probably with the sweat and a wrist band taking her hair back again and again she is looking at me munching chewing gum ..i was some what lost in her eyes ..bell took me out of it….and everything changed a boy with muscular built probably a senior he slapped me in my face and he slept really hard  in  their language it is called ragging and their I became laughing material for everyone even in front of other department  I really felt bad that day and then I understood everything that sheema yes her name is sheema she is a pretty bitch she is with the person who holds the power and if someone took over she will definitely took over him…that day I got to know what is love ..

   Day was totally shit and I’m disguestted but one thing is not changed she is not getting of my mind and I decided that I will do whatever it takes to get her and their was sitting in one of a sports bar with my friend when a familier voice called my name –hey shivie I turend there and he was in dark soi’m unable to recognize him four people are sitting there in dark puffing smoke and laughing –hey who is their ! do I know you guys ? one of them came closer and asked me –pechana –I replied –dinu bhayai- yep –hey how are you- I’m fine buddy you say- and ther I told him everything----- dinu is one of a local boy from my nebhiourhood and now it seems that he had become big I guess very big –so is their anything I can do for you –he asked- --can you ? – of cource -----next day – his four man were with me from a distance they were observing me  ,that day I realize what is power . it was usual day like anyother day ,but this day will change everything .i took deep and took my step towords vivek he is with his favour seekers I think they were six to eight in no and as I passed they begin to moak at me – I was waiting for the last period and a moment later collage campus is full with student’s and I ws waiting for seema –I move towords her – hii seema – hey shivendra – hw are you ? – fine – you say ? – I’m aslo fine …. As aspected vivek arrived and stared – fine ? –you won’t be anymore . before he can do anything I stared .with full force and he can onnly do is defend himself his friends are now unknow to him and then it cam I took out my knife ,which dinu gave me and then ,I stapped him first in his thies and second one in near his waiste .i beated him till his last concoius breath and before I could get arrested .local Si got a call from his senoir and I was realised ..i have never felt it before what I felt that day ..everyone was shocked and seema of cource she knew now who I am …………………………………………………………hope you guys enjoyed this and this is the first part and the second part I will post soon ..if you like my story then get me in gmail and facebook…………

                                To be continued ………

middest of life and death: This is life sweetheart ! you me and our moments ....

middest of life and death: This is life sweetheart ! you me and our moments ....: Arsh …..                If winter comes can spring be far behind ….. What happened between me and sneha was not like , I was the only...

This is life sweetheart ! you me and our moments .....p s

Arsh…..                If winter comes can spring be far behind

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What happened between me and sneha was not like , I was the only one who had gone through all this .but about one thing about  I’m sure was that .and well said by someone some scar’s time can only heal, life was now not that easy which it used to be. No not because of what recently happened yes it was also one of the reason  but what happened once can’t be changed  ,and if you ask me honestly I am not sure about it anymore .i have to move on .so as I did on mahatma Gandhi road…

                                                                                         So there I got admission in one one of the prestigious collage in delhi .life in delhi  was  not that easy ,you see priorities  keep changing  and so it happened with me . mean while my first debut was out in the market and selected as one of the best seller .it is giving me the sort of happiness which I think  I’ve never felt it before . I’m someone now people stared recognizing me .and I was really enjoying that .first day of my collage was as usual not that bad and days passed as they always  do . but there a moment come when start doubting on your decision like one happened with me when I choose art’s ..but then I remember it from frost whenever my mind is restless this lines from him make my vision clear

                                Two road diverged in the same path, I choose the path less travelled by

                                               And that had made all the differences ……..such a fine word’s.

Seeing the demand of academic life ,I found things more intresting off it .i met suraj that day after classes he was a scenior he came to invite me for his  today’s party .suraj was a know face in university  but I liked him as a person .and he is one I am talking for the first time after I have taken admission .i have just read Mr paul he says ,we must act out our passion so there I was. Music was too loud and everyone is dancing like crazy yes after all suraj was a rich guy and he had hired the best dj in town .as there were all new faces somefrom collage whom I ‘ve only known as faces and rest all new faces  .and I saw a big muscular figure moving toword’s me ,ohh that was suraj .he was drunk but he was in control he introduced me to  some of his friends and they all seems nice money can only cover your face not the inner person of your’s .and there I first met pratiksha at first I found her normal but the moment later she was the most amazing girl I’ve ever seen her eyes have the spark and the light of innocence her light pink dress matched the colour.

Her face is covered with her dark straight hair at her first glance I was completely gone and when I found everyone is staring at me and I’m staring at her I was lill bit embarrassed and then suraj contolled the situation everyone started laughing and suraj gave me the look of what’s up fucker and pratiksha gave me strange look and I’m getting the feeling  like I have screwed everything now, before making an impression  now I have to  notice everyone’s expression .suraj came and stood in front of me and said in a rough tone .puchna pade ga …..or you will be going to read my mind and only I can tell him is that I like her and without asking me anything he asked me to get up and he just point his hand to the direction of bar and then it took me hardly ten second to understand all what he said without speaking .she was there in the bar .i’ve never tasted alcohol as it always gives me a sick feeling  so I just took the glass of orange juice and took the seat beside her..she looked at me and turned and then she looked at my glass and stared smiling i got the perfect position and I started .is there is anything funny then do share with me .she then just changed the topic  and asked me about   book so ,tell me is all you have written is that really happened with you and there I was .answered her No ,then she asked ,then what you know about the damm love ? .i said I have started understanding after I wrote that .she asked me what is love according to you.i took a deep breath and I answered her..i done know from where I got the guts to say that..i continued  love is the reason to remain sane all life and yet it is an excuse to be insane in all the moment that makes up life …and there she was deep in here past and excited about her tomorrow and after my word’s her eyes became wet I asked the reason and she told me about her boyfriend and all I can do is just wait for her to over ..how can she have a boyfriend and how can they possibly be committed I ‘m sure I fell in lover first so she is mine ! some time your word’s do that all you want to say and sometime your friend like suraj did he mixed some alcohol in my orange juice while we were in our peak and the alcohol filled In my veins and there I was in heaven  drink stared showing its work and there I don’t know how we came close enough as the bar was empty there was no one and there I kissed pratiksha and she replied as well some thing alcohol can do better the google . and the next day is new different I was the not the old one anymore,  still me and pratiksha are not known to each other, but suraj did that for me and then it  happened now everyone knew abot me and pratiksha but as said by someone I again don’t  know the name .big things come in small packages .and here it was which feared the most her boyfriend came with twenty big guys extremely big and his word’s took the shit out of me and the day I decided that whatever it cost today I will not remain silent  .everything is easy .if you are in love –real in love –every goddamm thing is easy .perhaps as easy giving in to fate often is.and before he stop talking I showed some action I hit him a tight slap in his face it fells really good when you fight for what is worth and before his twenty guys could have smashed me .they all are stooped by a voice .i thanked god that day it was suraj .he took everything in control, I was the lucky  one to have him by my side ..from there we directly went to pratiksha’s  house. it was really big I have never been there before and after hearing what all happened ,she asked suraj to leave two of us alone. and then she first slapped me hard and then  stared crying and hugged me hard . I was there silent and there,  she asked  question she asked why do you so much care for me ,and I answered ,her that I love her she stared I am not the girl for whom you should fell, I replyed – yes you are …..what will you do if he again ? I said I will deal with it ,my confidence my aggression was all for her I will do anything to get her at any cost ..and when we are returning same guy with almost 40 guys bigger then ,the guys came earlier and I started laughing thinking about what I said there in pratiksha’s house. before suraj can do anything to call someone they attacked us ,when you know what will going to happen and the fear crossed its limit there is a great peace and comes a true power. in twenty years of my life I have never imagined, it not even my worst nightmare that I will stuck in these type of situation and in twenty min once I have been rescued and now there is no chance for that also .they say a collage makes a man out of you ..in that fight suraj was beaten hardly and he is fighting for his life in ICU pratiksha was not able to come hospital I am sure  because of her parents and I don’t know what is going to happen .dr says that it is a 50-50 chance that suraj will survive or not..a part of me really died that day when suraj was declared  that he was in coma because of some serious brain injuries ……..three things are clear suraj was almost killed ,I survived and I am still waiting for my love to come…….what will you choose in life money ,fame , love ..i am not sure anymore ..a moment of clearity and everything will fall in line ……………guys after my first his is the second one and if you liked my story do give feedback and this the first part next part i will post soon.......

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At first I thought she would be my life. But she became my sweetest failure instead. And now she is a filter that distills the words from my feelings...           some things in life is always the same it is just that the time 8 month ago i was dating a girl when i was in new delhi she was a true example or you can say synonym of beauty sneha yes that's her name we are very much into what we call love and soon i proposed her in one of my friend's birthday and soon we engaged like you say one body two soul and then it's all good she is the witch her eyes my god i have never thought that actually i was still shocked that she accepted me life is not the same it's completely changed i was not the same my mother    always use to taunt me that i have gone crazy coz according to my mom yes i am crazy crazy abt sneha in 24 hours all most 28 hours i was in her dream this never happened before i can't sleep now a days because i know that she more beautiful then my dream she is my everything . when you got the feeling of love the first thing you will get is fear fear of losing  the one without whom i can't live but this all are temporary and yes that's true that time i am trying to write a novel when i first met sneh and then she completely changed my mind whole idea about life i got invitation from one of my fav writer he want me to join his work which can be my first debu with such a great writer yes i have not told her about actually i haven't told any one about this not even my parents and there she wanted me join with her group as they were planning a trip to manali i told her that for some reason best known  to me i can't come when she asked why same question i asked why ? why she want me to come she has friends and what i will do among her friends this is the first time i was tough and without saying a single word she left and yes of course i have my friend who never let me down in front of anyone  not even in front of my sweet witch my ego i knew when she will know the reason everything would be fine i tried calling her but she didn't  received my call i called her younger brother he told me that some of her friend has came so she is with them i herd her voice and she seems happy this gave me a relief and next day i took train for raipur it was an life changing experience there i tried to call her but her cell showed the signal of out of reach so i didn't try much it's been 15 days that we haven't talked when i reached back delhi i messaged her i am back and i got the reply it's urgent have a meet now she came to pick me up from the station i hugged her and i noticed that she is not responding i though she is  is still angry and we were in the cafe when a boy came and take the chair next to her i don't now what was happening her entire group is there which used to be mine also and there it is she told me that she want break up and rajive the guy next to her he hold her hands and said buddy we are in love and we want to tell you in a very frank way we don't want any misunderstanding and their i was sitting numb  rember i told you she was a witch after that they all left and i was their alone not knowing how to react and their i got a call from one of my friend that my book is soon going to publish and critics are saying that it will rock the market ..........that moment i was in the position when nothing mattered to me  why ...this question will always haunt me .........goals and aspiration seems no more important , we do everything to get what we love but sometime by putting everything in stake it seems that it wasn't what we expected from life.................p s

At first I thought she would be my life. But she became my sweetest failure instead. And now she is a filter that distills the words from my feelings...           some things in life is always the same it is just that the time 8 month ago i was dating a girl when i was in new delhi she was a true example or you can say synonym of beauty sneha yes that's her name we are very much into what we call love and soon i proposed her in one of my friend's birthday and soon we engaged like you say one body two soul and then it's all good she is the witch her eyes my god i have never thought that actually i was still shocked that she accepted me life is not the same it's completely changed i was not the same my mother    always use to taunt me that i have gone crazy coz according to my mom yes i am crazy crazy abt sneha in 24 hours all most 28 hours i was in her dream this never happened before i can't sleep now a days because i know that she more beautiful then my dream she is my everything . when you got the feeling of love the first thing you will get is fear fear of losing  the one without whom i can't live but this all are temporary and yes that's true that time i am trying to write a novel when i first met sneh and then she completely changed my mind whole idea about life i got invitation from one of my fav writer he want me to join his work which can be my first debu with such a great writer yes i have not told her about actually i haven't told any one about this not even my parents and there she wanted me join with her group as they were planning a trip to manali i told her that for some reason best known  to me i can't come when she asked why same question i asked why ? why she want me to come she has friends and what i will do among her friends this is the first time i was tough and without saying a single word she left and yes of course i have my friend who never let me down in front of anyone  not even in front of my sweet witch my ego i knew when she will know the reason everything would be fine i tried calling her but she didn't  received my call i called her younger brother he told me that some of her friend has came so she is with them i herd her voice and she seems happy this gave me a relief and next day i took train for raipur it was an life changing experience there i tried to call her but her cell showed the signal of out of reach so i didn't try much it's been 15 days that we haven't talked when i reached back delhi i messaged her i am back and i got the reply it's urgent have a meet now she came to pick me up from the station i hugged her and i noticed that she is not responding i though she is  is still angry and we were in the cafe when a boy came and take the chair next to her i don't now what was happening her entire group is there which used to be mine also and there it is she told me that she want break up and rajive the guy next to her he hold her hands and said buddy we are in love and we want to tell you in a very frank way we don't want any misunderstanding and their i was sitting numb  rember i told you she was a witch after that they all left and i was their alone not knowing how to react and their i got a call from one of my friend that my book is soon going to publish and critics are saying that it will rock the market ..........that moment i was in the position when nothing mattered to me  why ...this question will always haunt me .........goals and aspiration seems no more important , we do everything to get what we love but sometime by putting everything in stake it seems that it wasn't what we expected from life.................p s