This is life sweetheart ! you me and our moments .....p s

Arsh…..                If winter comes can spring be far behind

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What happened between me and sneha was not like , I was the only one who had gone through all this .but about one thing about  I’m sure was that .and well said by someone some scar’s time can only heal, life was now not that easy which it used to be. No not because of what recently happened yes it was also one of the reason  but what happened once can’t be changed  ,and if you ask me honestly I am not sure about it anymore .i have to move on .so as I did on mahatma Gandhi road…

                                                                                         So there I got admission in one one of the prestigious collage in delhi .life in delhi  was  not that easy ,you see priorities  keep changing  and so it happened with me . mean while my first debut was out in the market and selected as one of the best seller .it is giving me the sort of happiness which I think  I’ve never felt it before . I’m someone now people stared recognizing me .and I was really enjoying that .first day of my collage was as usual not that bad and days passed as they always  do . but there a moment come when start doubting on your decision like one happened with me when I choose art’s ..but then I remember it from frost whenever my mind is restless this lines from him make my vision clear

                                Two road diverged in the same path, I choose the path less travelled by

                                               And that had made all the differences ……..such a fine word’s.

Seeing the demand of academic life ,I found things more intresting off it .i met suraj that day after classes he was a scenior he came to invite me for his  today’s party .suraj was a know face in university  but I liked him as a person .and he is one I am talking for the first time after I have taken admission .i have just read Mr paul he says ,we must act out our passion so there I was. Music was too loud and everyone is dancing like crazy yes after all suraj was a rich guy and he had hired the best dj in town .as there were all new faces somefrom collage whom I ‘ve only known as faces and rest all new faces  .and I saw a big muscular figure moving toword’s me ,ohh that was suraj .he was drunk but he was in control he introduced me to  some of his friends and they all seems nice money can only cover your face not the inner person of your’s .and there I first met pratiksha at first I found her normal but the moment later she was the most amazing girl I’ve ever seen her eyes have the spark and the light of innocence her light pink dress matched the colour.

Her face is covered with her dark straight hair at her first glance I was completely gone and when I found everyone is staring at me and I’m staring at her I was lill bit embarrassed and then suraj contolled the situation everyone started laughing and suraj gave me the look of what’s up fucker and pratiksha gave me strange look and I’m getting the feeling  like I have screwed everything now, before making an impression  now I have to  notice everyone’s expression .suraj came and stood in front of me and said in a rough tone .puchna pade ga …..or you will be going to read my mind and only I can tell him is that I like her and without asking me anything he asked me to get up and he just point his hand to the direction of bar and then it took me hardly ten second to understand all what he said without speaking .she was there in the bar .i’ve never tasted alcohol as it always gives me a sick feeling  so I just took the glass of orange juice and took the seat beside her..she looked at me and turned and then she looked at my glass and stared smiling i got the perfect position and I started .is there is anything funny then do share with me .she then just changed the topic  and asked me about   book so ,tell me is all you have written is that really happened with you and there I was .answered her No ,then she asked ,then what you know about the damm love ? .i said I have started understanding after I wrote that .she asked me what is love according to you.i took a deep breath and I answered her..i done know from where I got the guts to say that..i continued  love is the reason to remain sane all life and yet it is an excuse to be insane in all the moment that makes up life …and there she was deep in here past and excited about her tomorrow and after my word’s her eyes became wet I asked the reason and she told me about her boyfriend and all I can do is just wait for her to over ..how can she have a boyfriend and how can they possibly be committed I ‘m sure I fell in lover first so she is mine ! some time your word’s do that all you want to say and sometime your friend like suraj did he mixed some alcohol in my orange juice while we were in our peak and the alcohol filled In my veins and there I was in heaven  drink stared showing its work and there I don’t know how we came close enough as the bar was empty there was no one and there I kissed pratiksha and she replied as well some thing alcohol can do better the google . and the next day is new different I was the not the old one anymore,  still me and pratiksha are not known to each other, but suraj did that for me and then it  happened now everyone knew abot me and pratiksha but as said by someone I again don’t  know the name .big things come in small packages .and here it was which feared the most her boyfriend came with twenty big guys extremely big and his word’s took the shit out of me and the day I decided that whatever it cost today I will not remain silent  .everything is easy .if you are in love –real in love –every goddamm thing is easy .perhaps as easy giving in to fate often is.and before he stop talking I showed some action I hit him a tight slap in his face it fells really good when you fight for what is worth and before his twenty guys could have smashed me .they all are stooped by a voice .i thanked god that day it was suraj .he took everything in control, I was the lucky  one to have him by my side ..from there we directly went to pratiksha’s  house. it was really big I have never been there before and after hearing what all happened ,she asked suraj to leave two of us alone. and then she first slapped me hard and then  stared crying and hugged me hard . I was there silent and there,  she asked  question she asked why do you so much care for me ,and I answered ,her that I love her she stared I am not the girl for whom you should fell, I replyed – yes you are …..what will you do if he again ? I said I will deal with it ,my confidence my aggression was all for her I will do anything to get her at any cost ..and when we are returning same guy with almost 40 guys bigger then ,the guys came earlier and I started laughing thinking about what I said there in pratiksha’s house. before suraj can do anything to call someone they attacked us ,when you know what will going to happen and the fear crossed its limit there is a great peace and comes a true power. in twenty years of my life I have never imagined, it not even my worst nightmare that I will stuck in these type of situation and in twenty min once I have been rescued and now there is no chance for that also .they say a collage makes a man out of you ..in that fight suraj was beaten hardly and he is fighting for his life in ICU pratiksha was not able to come hospital I am sure  because of her parents and I don’t know what is going to happen .dr says that it is a 50-50 chance that suraj will survive or not..a part of me really died that day when suraj was declared  that he was in coma because of some serious brain injuries ……..three things are clear suraj was almost killed ,I survived and I am still waiting for my love to come…….what will you choose in life money ,fame , love ..i am not sure anymore ..a moment of clearity and everything will fall in line ……………guys after my first his is the second one and if you liked my story do give feedback and this the first part next part i will post soon.......