Arsh and sneha.......                                             prithvi's blog.....                                      
At first I thought she would be my life. But she became my sweetest failure instead. And now she is a filter that distills the words from my feelings...           some things in life is always the same it is just that the time 8 month ago i was dating a girl when i was in new delhi she was a true example or you can say synonym of beauty sneha yes that's her name we are very much into what we call love and soon i proposed her in one of my friend's birthday and soon we engaged like you say one body two soul and then it's all good she is the witch her eyes my god i have never thought that actually i was still shocked that she accepted me life is not the same it's completely changed i was not the same my mother    always use to taunt me that i have gone crazy coz according to my mom yes i am crazy crazy abt sneha in 24 hours all most 28 hours i was in her dream this never happened before i can't sleep now a days because i know that she more beautiful then my dream she is my everything . when you got the feeling of love the first thing you will get is fear fear of losing  the one without whom i can't live but this all are temporary and yes that's true that time i am trying to write a novel when i first met sneh and then she completely changed my mind whole idea about life i got invitation from one of my fav writer he want me to join his work which can be my first debu with such a great writer yes i have not told her about actually i haven't told any one about this not even my parents and there she wanted me join with her group as they were planning a trip to manali i told her that for some reason best known  to me i can't come when she asked why same question i asked why ? why she want me to come she has friends and what i will do among her friends this is the first time i was tough and without saying a single word she left and yes of course i have my friend who never let me down in front of anyone  not even in front of my sweet witch my ego i knew when she will know the reason everything would be fine i tried calling her but she didn't  received my call i called her younger brother he told me that some of her friend has came so she is with them i herd her voice and she seems happy this gave me a relief and next day i took train for raipur it was an life changing experience there i tried to call her but her cell showed the signal of out of reach so i didn't try much it's been 15 days that we haven't talked when i reached back delhi i messaged her i am back and i got the reply it's urgent have a meet now she came to pick me up from the station i hugged her and i noticed that she is not responding i though she is  is still angry and we were in the cafe when a boy came and take the chair next to her i don't now what was happening her entire group is there which used to be mine also and there it is she told me that she want break up and rajive the guy next to her he hold her hands and said buddy we are in love and we want to tell you in a very frank way we don't want any misunderstanding and their i was sitting numb  rember i told you she was a witch after that they all left and i was their alone not knowing how to react and their i got a call from one of my friend that my book is soon going to publish and critics are saying that it will rock the market ..........that moment i was in the position when nothing mattered to me  why ...this question will always haunt me .........goals and aspiration seems no more important , we do everything to get what we love but sometime by putting everything in stake it seems that it wasn't what we expected from life.................p s